Possibilites

Have you ever had so much on your mind that you actually couldn't think about anything? There is literally too much to think about and I don't know where to start; my mind just kind of goes blank and sits there like a computer that has overloaded and now the screen is frozen. It happens to me a lot. First I get an idea, and then another, and soon I have a few and am being pensive and then I get melancholy, and soon depression follows. I think about what has happened what should have happened, what could have happened, what I wanted to happen, what didn't happen, what can still happen, what can't happen, what won't happen, why it won't happen, what I want to happen, what is actually going to happen, what is the most probable thing to happen, how I can make what I want happen, what can happen if it goes wrong, what other possibilities will be opened by the things that happen, and of course, other people. (I'm sure I forgot a couple things in there, but lay off--my mind is pretty dead right now) I seldom actually realize what is happening right now. That might cause problems in future happenings.

There was a point to all this but I forgot what it was. Oh well, there's a lot to think about and a lot that can happen, and not enough time to figure it all out.