So many choices to make. So many possibilities to consider. If only I knew how the future would turn out. Life would be so much easier if it came with instructions, a crystal ball, and a time turner. Perhaps a map of all possible outcomes; choosing would be as easy as pointing a finger. I would make use of them. Unfortunately, life is not a game that can be reset if an undesirable position is reached; my cautious personality is anxious. Anxious over things I can't control.
How am I to know what will be or what could have been. I know who I want to be and what I want, but going about getting them is no simple feat. So many obstacles: physical limitations, mental limitations, people. I don't want to waste my time; I want to live in the moment for if we are too concerned about what is to come, we miss out on the present. Yet, a balance is required so as to also consider for the future without being consumed by unsuccessfully attempting to account for all of its possibilities.
There must be no regrets or misgivings about a choice long past, and no fear in making new decisions. If I fear to make the wrong decision, and then make none, there will be no learning. There will be no moving forward, and I will be stuck in the same, hopeless position forever.
No, it is not hopeless.
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